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October 23, 2017

THE LABYRINTH IN THE ABYSS
BY: KALABIT PENGE Y PUSANG GALA


Chapter 1. Shattered Pieces

1.As the shadow revealed a minute flickering object at the foot of a granite rock, the tide kisses the root of a fig. The river is pristine and glittering as the moonlight slowly touching its waves. The silence of the night is coupled with the dew that is as cold as the tears pouring from heaven and whistling eastern wind. The wind is accompanied by a sweet and melodious humming from afar and by glowing fireflies that are somewhat swaying with grace in mid-air.

2.The seeker woke up late and felt like an empty vessel. He looked all around but nothing has been changed in the day to day scenery. Creatures are doing their everyday tasks; everyone is busy of so many things, all seems so restless and in a hurry most of the time. The island is comparable to a realm of mechanized avenue where every single individual is not thinking of taking some air. All of them are longing for a good sum of reward to fill their buckets. Yes, a reward, even if it may pose harm to others but what is more important is to make them look extravagant and biggie.

3.The seeker sighed and then performed his morning rituals. After praising the sun, he heard four birds chuckling, giggling while the goddess was preventing them to do so as they passed by. The seeker cannot help it but ask himself “who those creatures are and why they were acting like that”. It was very strange seeing new creatures in the island which are very different from others. Not seeing any pressure, full of laughter and, I supposed, cracking jokes. Their happiness was unparalleled and no one in the island is doing that sort of thing. It registered to the mind of the seeker but left him thinking, moot and puzzled.

4.At dawn, the seeker experienced a very unfamiliar feeling as he saw from a distance that the goddess is coming, conversing with her birds. Part of their talk was heard by the seeker, the goddess said “……..the one within is the one that flies with the falling of the dusk…..”. Since the poor seeker cannot able to talk, in his mind he responded to the goddess and said “and gives us the inevitable triumph of freedom by a thousand folds”. The seeker took a deep breath and said “what a day?”.

5.The goddess stopped for a moment looking at the sundown and waved her silky hand saying so long my light bringer, see you again somewhere. The seeker was just looking at the mystical angelic goddess without her knowing. Soon after, she spread her wings and flew with the birds singing together an enchanting song that the seeker first heard of. But the seeker wanted to touch her cheek before she left away. Eventually, the darkness engulfed the island and veiled the seeker by lonesome. He kept on thinking the words he has heard hours ago. “In what way can I bring to her attention that I do adore her?”, Aha! Voila!

6. As the seeker setting up the plan, he was able to smile again after some years of living in the abyss that no word can describe of. He then recalled the last time he smiled. The seeker fell in love with a princess in the forest. During those days the seeker was then like a fully confident and vigorous tramping stallion that no one can ever imagine his manly sensibility. The smile faded slowly when the attributes of such happiness came back along with the sweet memories of the past. The clamor hunted him once again. “What a poor creature am I?” he asked no one but the moon sharing his grief. The moon then lit the night and embraced him like a mother, in a famous painting “Madonna and the child”. In a very emotional manner she told him, “do not pity yourself, flowers are about to bloom”. Thereafter,the seeker just closed his eye bearing the hurt and fell asleep.


Chapter 2. The Island

7.A habitat is a home but not for human…..it means differently. They are fond of destroying lives and environment.

8.“Oh Almighty One, please have mercy on us, I beg of you to stop that angry monster from engulfing everyone. Let me offer myself, so that others may live.” the solemn prayer from the seeker.

9.In the middle of night the seeker woke up in a sudden when he heard trampling feet of beasts and shouting of various creatures, also the trees and scrubs were crying and others asphyxiated. Some of them loss their loved ones and friends, smothered by unknown being which came from the other side of the island. But the seeker cannot able to move his body to help but pray. He just used his limbs to instruct and direct the beasts and other creatures the way to escape from the ravaging monster. The said being’s seemed to be enjoying of hearing the sufferings of all others creatures as he set his fingers on them, crushing every part of their body and leaving them dead. The monster continued to its killing spree. It crawled to reach the other side to set its fingers into the meadows.

10.The seeker saw from height the extent of damage left by the monster as the sun started to outspread its arms to the west. In his mind, he still feels the fright, very loud sarcastic laughing monster and cry of survivors. It took his breath away seeing desolation of the sensitive, balanced and symbiotic place. Every living creatures dealt with and collaboratively giving support to one another.

11.The island was then like a tribe during primitive communal form of society before has stricken by the monster. All creatures worth beneficial with each other, sharing common ground and praising the Light Bringer seven times a day. They have had common thought of the richness of universe. They lived without destroying the balance of life and all its four sacred elements. Early humans gave the summit of respect to Mother Nature and all appurtenances thereto. A good example is, during the hunt the group of tribal hunters will pay a prayer for the spirit of the catch before performing the formal ceremony. Yes they catch animals, then, and eat them but that is part of the Order of the Light Bringer.

12.“How can this be?” the goddess once asked as she saw the catastrophic effect of such a thing. Her heart squeezed in pain and tears flowed out of her Romanic eyes. The angelic face frowned and released anger, that shook the island, water accreted and air become denser as it could turn the island into an ice cap. Her feet weakened, so she sat beside the fig as she continues crying while her body
was shaking in sadness. After a while she flew up and stood next to the seeker to observe the whole island. Her heart ached and she cannot help it but to request the cloud to hide her tears.

13.Not so far away, where the monster crawled and set his fingers on, they saw the fang of the monster voraciously crushing and eating everyone’s heart. The sorrow of inhabitants flooded the island. Their dreams, promises and commitments collapsed altogether in just a single time. The heavenly landscape became desolated; the pristine river became the river of pain and all vigorous sentinels drowned in guilt.

14.Grudges bloomed, divisiveness sprouted and negativities prevailed. Order was no longer appreciated, symbiotic relationship amongst them turned into competition. No one is paying importance to the equilibrium of the island; there is no sense of cooperation, but selfishness, laziness and greed. The island lost its utopia in growing darkness similar to be encapsulated in limbo. The happiness once felt by the seeker in the presence of the goddess washed out and replaced with bitterness. His heart turned out to be like dried leaf which is easy to scrunch up and crumble. It is not because the goddess scolded him but because of the predicament that the island is into.

15.The goddess went away with teary eyes; find it hard to use her wings so her friends helped her on her way home. She got sick and got weaker and weaker as days gone by for the reason that she derived her strength from the realm – the island – that is dying.

Chapter 3. The Labyrinth

16. The seeker is the product of a common artisan and a dress maker from a far-flung town of Carica. The seeker is the second child among the three siblings. During his younger years, he believed that other can see his close and very special friend. She is like a wisp. They used to play like most other kids usually do. They spend the day talking, playing and sharing the chores. One time, out the blue, the seeker told his father, his mother with their olds and their comadres y compadres, that as he was excited to say “father you know I saw you when you were young”. He then described his father’s and no one believed and laughed at him. The following day, his friend visited him and wanted to play but he refused. The wisp then asked, “What are you doing, may I help you?” and he nodded. “You know, you are from here” the wisp said.

17.It was so hard to explain how the little seeker drew his father’s during his adolescence without any portrait to copy or to base from. No one can say the exact situation but everyone astonished. Such memory cannot be explicated in mere words, quite vague, unfamiliar and out of grasp. The seeker’s grandmother asked him to draw something special for her and there he illustrated the Sacred Heart of Jesus. He then made a masterpiece derived from various dreams as his friend told him that “dream is an extension of your biological self. It offers you the idea of your past and options of who you want to be in the future.”


Chapter 4. The Visitor

18.Weeks later, out of nowhere a blind man appeared with his staff. He holds his wife’s right shoulder to direct his track. Few steps away from the seeker, the blind man whispered some words that everyone cannot comprehend. “You will see your markings when you grow older” said the blind man and he asked his wife to hand him something. He added “this is for you to keep, put it in a place where no one can find, pay some prayers”. So the young seeker even though not fully understood what it means hurriedly put it in his chest.

19.Afterwards the blind offered to seeker’s mother a multi-colored stone and a very hard black object of about three centimeter-long having a diameter of one centimeter. But before the blind man and fat woman left, the man recited a prayer in dead language while the woman showered the whole yard with salt. The couple never came back. At the peak of summer that same year, those objects given by the blind man were once used, all of a sudden vanished and never seen forever.

20.“Keep these presents; do not let others see these. They can only see the one you will love, do not let them touch it.” and as he continued “On Friday of Lenten by the time the owl of Minerva spreads its wings, choose one and bury the rest in a secret place” as the young seeker recalled the caring voice of the blind old man.

21.That Friday came and during siesta, an old woman arrived in silence and sat beside the young seeker. The woman has a very long gray hair veiled with black scarf wore a white blouse with floral embroidery and black skirt (saya). She had a bayong made up of buri leaves which no one able to saw the things inside it. The seeker was disturbed by the old woman, he shouted at her and his mother hurriedly ran to him.

22.The woman stoned their house while shouting on the top of her lungs and walk away.

23.Same day at dusk with the presence of the wisp, the seeker selected the one to keep and at the right time after the Halley’s comet appeared he buried all remaining items in a secret place.


Chapter 5. The Pink Fleur de Lis

24.On the eighteenth year, the seeker was carried by turbulence to the island. The people called it, “The Island of Black Stallions”. There is a meadow near the island where the fleur de lis can be found. Her petals are pink and her slender pedicle is distinctly with chalky green coverings are dancing in the rhythm of the generous wind. The fleur de lis resembles the goddess who was once jolly and sprinkled goodness to the island.

25. It is quite unexpected that the pink flower and the long been numbed seeker had some happy talks in her dreams. They spent days talking about the enchanting goddess, their common belief, the marks of the past and predestined souls. The seeker told the story about the goddess that he knew, her scent, her laughter, her jokes and her sadness – everything about her. Even about the only conversation that they had, about the owner of the island and his ministers during the “fĂȘte des coeurs”. They (the owner and his ministers) planned to transform the island into something new and then a colossal fire desolated the island.

26.A very strange emotion felt by fleur de lis and she said to herself, “oh, this cannot be, it cannot be, but how”. Few weeks had passed, in her sleep that night she dreamed of an incomparable bliss like sitting on the pinnacle of the world with your special someone. Someone who you believed to be there since you were a child until your hair turned to grey and rest. You felt you are safe and secured with no one to bother your silence. Without hearing too many words, you knew that someone’s there lending shoulders especially by the time you want to express your sweetness and even much more willing lend a hand in your downfall.

27.She refused such emotions and said “don’t bother me anymore!!!” then the seeker became shaky just because of the reason that no one can ever think of. He felt excruciating pain from within. That might be the place blackened by the ghost of the past. The heart of the seeker stopped suddenly.

28.She cannot recall her dreams even her Akasha. “I believe of everything I see” as she always said. Until such time that she found herself in a journey which is devoid of any knowledge of the past resulting to falling things apart. But the fact of the matter is, it is imperative that the fleur de lis should learn how to open her crystalline akasha to comprehend things and circumstances from lifetime after lifetime up to the new age.


Chapter 6. The Crystal Joy

29.Having the interest of learning the maze of humanity, the pink flower opened her mind to the knowledge from the ancient times. Through the aide from the red seeker, she acquired the right manner of praising the sun, the moon, the four elements and the Orion. She now knew how to read symbols, codes and resonance. She had gone through an amazing shift of paradigm. This sounds little enigmatic but the crystal joy is as wonderful as reflected to her everyday life. Most of her questions since her earlier days had been answered. But new questions arose which heightened her interest of discovering the plain truth and the real crystal joy.

30.“Is this the real meaning of life?” she asked the seeker. The seeker just nod and sat quietly next to her. He slowly touched fleur de lis and replied “the earth is not the way everyone thinks it is”.

31.As she was listening, the seeker continued “The joy of seeing things in the right perspective draws the cord connecting to the origin of one’s life. This joy awakens the long been resting knowledge locked inside the chest comparable the Holy Grail of Christian Believers. The chest is like a pine cone - a labyrinth honoring the sequence of noble Fibonacci.”

32.“Huh,,, I don’t understand.” she said.

33.The seeker continue explaining, “It is weird and only few understand what it means because only few, too, really know that this world is not the way it looks to be. Life is just a page to determine how this world becomes a utopia to all. Humans are made after cruelty, superiority and selfishness. But everything has been ruined and only those born with golden spoons get the most of the material richness on earth. These humans make themselves the power tools of destruction of all resources and lives. Most humans are not humane, just accept it for the reason that it is true, they are crazy. They enslave others for their own interest no matter what it cost to others, even the blood of petit humans they will sip just to gain more and more wealth.

34.The crystal joy resides to the belief that even you own the half of the world you cannot buy it. More so, this joy is boundless it cuts through time and space. You can only have this when you learn how to live without trampling others and how to welcome challenges without asking why. It is when you believed that hardship is unavoidable in our existence.”

35.The fleur finally believed that humans are blinded by worldly needs. The crystal joy is contentment because even whosoever cannot provide everything. Looking at worldly needs everyday will leads to anxiety. The crystal joy deprives anxiety and let every single soul happy. New born is an open container willing to contain anything you store. The new born must be imparted with crystal joy. This is another way to remedy this sick earth and ensure continuity of new kind of humans.


Chapter 7. The Guide

36.The seeker remembered his special friend as he was resting. As he recalled those happy days with the “wisp”, which he called Kaibigan.

37.The wisp was always there to guide him. She was like a seven-year old girl, soft-spoken but not showing her face. You will only determine she is happy by the time you hear her gentle laugh and she sway her right forefinger pointing upward. Actually she is like an etheric being. She always wants to sing and play. She also warns you of the things and events which might hurt you or your emotions.

38.“Only the youngster able to see, talk and play with them”. “They are not true” the old people usually said. But all people started life of being young; does this mean every human has their own guide? Even those talking about the guide but no longer believing, do they still have guides? What if you believe that guide never leave you? And always there talking to you? What if your guide oftentimes visiting you in your dreams and even wide awake?

39.Forty-two years went by and the guide finally revealed her real appearance to the seeker. She was wearing pure thin white dress, having a very long hair and glowing skin. Her eyes are of typical Filipino eyes, rounded face, nose is not pointed and lips are lovely but she is not getting older. Just the same, she was playing jokes to the seeker. She dropped the towel holder in the shower room, turning the appliances on and off, knocking at the door and pulling the comforter and many other things.

40.What if you don’t believe in your etheric nature, can you still have dreams? What if you believe, can your spirit help to cure your own body? What if you are a reincarnated soul yet you don’t believe in reincarnation?

41.This world is a puzzle of too many questions and too many ifs!!!

42.No matter what you believe in. But count to think of it, the most acceptable belief is that every creature lives only once and yet you are hesitant to say “I love you” for as much as you can every single day of your life. Say it like there is no tomorrow. Say it while you still can. No one knows when this life will last.

43.Insofar as I know, the seeker in his travel met someone. Since she was a baby, that woman was really cheerful and loving until she grew older, she has engaged to a handful of works to help her family. Then, she got married still cheerful and loving. Those characters are innate to her that makes her easy to be with and become a friend.

44.Say it while your loved ones can hear it. Believe the seeker, saying “I love you” is a component of your soul and spirit.

45.“What have happened?” the guide asked. “Why did you stop drawing and writing inspirational thoughts?” After some talks, the guide told the seeker to recollect his shattered pieces and write again.


Chapter 8. The Seeker’s Dream and Capsule of Resonance

46.Woossshhhhh….woossshhhhhh…..woossshhhhhh…..

47.One night as he was sleeping, he dreamed of watching the shining objects flying in the sky from south to north. He overheard something he did not know, it seems a voice of a man telling a story to him which he cannot clearly hear. He continued “life on earth along with non-living things is not just created by the Light Bringer alone. The Light Bringer ordered His angels from distant stars that are millions and millions of light years away to bring parts of their treasures to earth. In 60,000 human-years, the Light Bringer and His angels made a magnificent masterpiece and He rested for another 10,000 human-years. He gave the first humans the right to over dominion all the creations and to be the steward of the earth.

48.However, during the rest of the Light Bringer so many things happened. Because there were many angels offered their treasures, it resulted to various beliefs, appearances, likeness and other pillars of the world. Some are living in primitive ways but others are scientifically advanced. Some are leaned to religion but some are not. But there is one race standing to be religious and scientific. They are not sons and daughter of Adam and Eve; they believed that Garden of Eden is just a mere representation of the gift from God. They kept on being intellectual with strong personality. They always want to be alone to recollect shattered pieces. They also believed that body is where the soul is encapsulated together with the spirit. They possess the crystal joy that makes all other beings smile and to be happy.

49.Further, they protect the balance in every world they have descendants but experiencing hardship on earth for the reason that this world is dominated by descendants from other angel. They broadcasted hatred, anxiety, greed and lots of negativities which are the termites of society and nature. The Garden of Eden is the earth where the descendants of Good Angels were deprived to continue their kind from generations to generations.

50.As the Light Bringer was resting, the earth was dominated by ill-minded humans. This race kept their silence to prevent and protect one another. The earth began to suffer the havoc. The true faith was eroded and totally lost in the midst of the era due to misleading scriptures. These scriptures were created by emperors and kings through their heralds and scribes to pacify the people and avoid lobbying clamors. As common to all scriptures are the rules that the high ranks deliberately violated, thus, all on earth suffered.

51.The Light Bringer, as His Highness again pay attention to earth, got surprised of what He is seeing from His castle of gold with 12 round pillars. He became sad as He realized the new picture of the world, the once beautiful bluish-white planet turned into humongous dumpster. The sky is polluted with toxic gases; water is contaminated with chemicals, garbage and debris that kill portion of it, meadows are converted into other uses, the land bears the hurt of scraping its vegetation and subsurface strata, death of animals and some of them are already extinct.

52. The Light Bringer also learned that more than 75% of humans suffer in starvation, about 25% of them able to eat 3 times a day and in that 25% only less than 10% belongs to “alta-sociedad”. From there, He sends His Son to rectify the horrible earth for 33 years but the Son has failed to transform the entire society into what it should be. Because the alta-sociedad has the control over the rest, the Son founded or inspired some groups in various eras to spread His words. The Order of the Light Bringer proliferated in seven continents. At first, within the age of transition from medieval to monarchial times which toll blood because of the war on religion. Then, industrial revolution broke out in Europe and follow by Second World War roared somewhere in the southeast – the Pearl Harbor and the Philippines. Infrastructures like buildings, bridges,plants, ports, among others built by both forces were destroyed and desolated. The earth is infused with holocaust and tremendous fright from monstrous beings. Monstrous beings are being created by the angel from other dimension, they are usually holding government posts, and they are crocs in coat and tie.

53. Then, the Son asked the people that “Do you think that I have come to give peace on earth? No, I tell you, but rather division”. The unity among all people was torn into trillion pieces in which the lineage of the seeker was also adversely affected. In order to fully protect their kind from extinction on earth, the high council decided to make a capsule to contain the memories of the past. It lead to a sort of amnesia that they can only access bits and pieces through dreams but they unable to comprehend its meaning. Only the chosen can be retrievers that can translate symbolic insignia, dreams, codes and mathematics of natural elements. The retrievers able to open the capsule called pineal gland wherein Akasha reside.

54. The retrievers kept their silence until the present day. The present day is somewhat similar to a dangerous abyss which only monstrous beings can thrive, live and survive.


Chapter 9. The Flame

55. There in the abyss the seeker saw a petit light.

56. As he kept on striding in apparently boundless dark habitat of negativities, he paused for some time, he took off all his coverings, then, he closed his eyes and imitated the fetus inside the embryonic sac of sacred feminine. It looks like he wanted to end his travel and return the gift of life to its Owner – the Light Bringer. He expressed his prayer saying “My Eternal Provider, I do not have to ask You nor question You, why did You let them put me into this?” as his body tossed by cold wind as aggravated by war within himself. Thereafter, someone appeared and tapped his left shoulder and said “Follow that light, it will glow becomes brighter and grow bigger every time you do something good to them”. As that someone ordering him to follow that light, the seeker was not able move and choke with words.

57. The seeker cannot refuse the Order of the Light Bringer, but he averred “I want to return to where I came from, carrying nothing from this earth, I will leave everything as well as the undetermined purpose of this life”.

58. The Light Bringer put His right hand on seeker’s head. The seeker consequently saw spectrum of light followed by seven portraits in the sky and seven horses running with the flow of the river. A “Man with no face” embraced the seeker and said “Go travel with those horses, get on top that hill and reap with them.” In less than a minute the seeker reached the foot of the hill and saw seven farmers reaping their yield and on the top of the hill there was a giant Man sitting on His throne. His dress was shining as He raised His hand and said “your life is so lonely, you have sinned, come to me and drink this.”

59. The Man extended His right arm to give “l’ancien calice” to the seeker. As the seeker grab the jewel coated cup, he smelled sweetness and care from that mysterious Man. He drank the blood-like vin rouge and felt ayahuasca somehow activated his pineal. A loud compassionate voice echoed saying “A fig must be turned into horse rather than to become a crab”. The seeker stood up thinking deeply as he put on his coverings again.

60. He was motivated to take his path following the bluish fire noticeably dancing and encouraging him to continue and complete his travel. Few steps from there the fire stopped in front of him and wanted to tell something to him. An unfamiliar object showed up, “oh, it is a labyrinth”, as he touched it, his long lost memories came back, he was then surrounded by glowing multiple colored lights and resentment raised up asking him why he let negativities conquered him.

61. He looked at the labyrinth with the aide from the flame of santelmo. He noticed a different self who cannot easily believed into. He is no longer in the island and the abyss changed into a very diverse locale.

62. The Mysterious Man (Ama) said “be my steward, be a retriever”.


Chapter 10. The Red Steward

63. The steward after re-acquiring the knowledge in the middle of a highly diversified habitat followed the likeness of Ama.

64. As days passed by, he remembered the followers wisdom mentioned in the scripture and anagignoskomenona.

65. Later that night, the Ama visited the red steward in his dreams. The steward was there somewhere in the sea having some bottles of water in a container as noticed by the wisp. While walking, the height of the sea is about leg-deep, then, the water dried up and sea floor cracked all over the place.

66. The only thing left was the container and water bottles. Nothing more, nothing less, just enough to survive.

67. The water risen up again and what a big surprise, it is higher than ever before. It is at-breast height.

68. A man rose from a life of poverty to one of great wealth.

69. My Maker, You know the unseen completely including the answer of who is really crucified.

70. The Maker will send someone to bring His complete message before the end of time.

Chapter 11. The Sentiments of the Wisp

71. Everyone...everything...They all change. They all destroyed. They grow old. They are reborn, but the wisp is wondering why...

72. Why can't I change? Why do I stay the same? Why am I still young? Why can't I grow old? why I am always left out?... People...they just pass by like a wind. They come and go, leaving no evidence, no mark,,,,,,,,no traces

73. All they leave are feelings. Both happiness and melancholy. The fact that I never grow old...that I am always left alone. These feelings left by those people I interact with... I will never forget them... I still remember the first time I thought I was different.

74. I'm so confused. I know something was different at first, I didn't mind...I didn't care about it. I just go with the flow. I let the fate and the destiny handled things. 

75. I traveled to many places and I met different kinds of people. It was fun and a long journey but one day I got tired and so lonely... 

76. Someone you love suddenly lost, somebody who is with you all the time gone in just one click. I felt so much pain. I started asking myself...Is this life a gift or a curse? I can't move my own body. I can’t smile anymore. I really don’t know anymore. It feels like I was losing myself to the dark abyss...in my own world that I created, and no one can rescue me...It was so dark. I'm so scared. I see no light. 

77. Then an Orb came. He was from the past. He was holding a small lantern, a petite lamp. He gave me light. He showed me the way. He brings me to light. He gave me companion. He comforts me. He makes me happy. We talk everything under the Sun. No boundaries. No pretensions. He brings back my smile. I forgot everything. I almost forgot who I am... He was still charming. He always had that reassuring expression that can make you feel warm. He always had hope in his eyes. Oh, how I really love those eyes...how I wish I got them. He was like a knight and I was like a damsel in distress. But he found his own princess and built his own kingdom. He didn't leave me. 

78. But one day I was forcing to leave not because I want to but because that is the right thing to do. He did not know my secret. He did not know me... Then I was left alone again... Soon I will start my journey again. 

79. This time not for fun but for forgetting all the pain ang letting go of someone that I don’t even ever had... The wisp bid good bye... 80. Waving and saying, "So long my Orb...See you again after a life time..."


Chapter 12. Flickering Shadow

81. Remember the eagle that used to be the watcher of the island where the snag fig and the goddess lost their lives.

82. Remember those water falls flowed out from the eyes of the wisp at vicious malady.

83. Amidst the hurt the consciousness transcended to the mind as the four-headed eagle rest beside Orion, right there the shadow from uncertain realm flicker due to fluctuation of Illuminati of the orb.

84. As far as the stellar parallax, the orb is thinking of that unexpected farewell all day long and days passed by without the cord. The flame is dying down, the black cloak of sadness started to embrace the orb. The vortex of the orb became less and the rays of the wanderer disappearing its glow.

85. The eagle keeps on flying and went to the black stallion and the four birds to help him in his search for the orb.

86. One morning the orb in distress faced the east hoping to gain strength from diurnal elements then stride around in circle.

87. But the orb has failed. There is a gray cloud blocking the luminescence. There is only one way left, call the nocturnal elements which the orb did.

88. In that hot summer night, with the help of one bird of the goddess called the lightning bugs to bring magic. Then, the synchronized lights flashed in rainbow colors and lend them to the orb to create a window and link the cord once again

89. After a while, the orthogonality of fata morgana of the orb and the wisp is reconstructed. “Merci beaucoup pour votre aide”.

90. Even the cord is still not that strong as before, the algorithm of allegorical past is still sitting in the chamber of the orb. What a big surprise, a wavering sound was heard from a thousand miles away. It was the wanderer saying………


September 11, 2019

Chapter 13. The Deformed Torus

91. It hurts a lot.

92. Seeing them from above, seeing them far from each other. Now the wisp turned her back without any notification. Disconnected all means of communications. Building walls, heavily fortified walls that the orb cannot do anything but to hold his ground.

93. The orb has nothing else to do until he decided to call the Light Bringer to give him more strength. A strength that is long been hidden, forgotten and sealed in a deformed torus.

94. It was 3:00 in the morning the next day the orb was not feeling well and swimming in blood. He asked "why am I still here?" Then, the Light Bringer showed up and said "the Eye is the lamp of the body".

95. The Anito appeared again from nowhere, after 9 days and nights of crying for help from the Light Bringer.

96. The orb placed the Anito inside the deformed torus with the highest degree of prayer to let the dynamics of energy keep on spinning. Believing through this the torus will be restored to its original form as advise by the wisp.

97. But with great surprise, it won't work. It was distorted and crumpled. The torus seemingly no longer be restored.

98. The deformed torus can no longer provide energy to the weakening cord.

99. The cord already failing to perform its function of connecting the two worlds.

100. The orb found himself in the other side of the labyrinth.

101. A total failure...…… it hurts a lot!!!


Chapter 14. The Vulnerable Orb

102. The other side of the labyrinth is really different, there are lots of disagreeable givers and selfish takers.

103. They are back stabbers living in the delusion of belief.

104. What is life in the other side???


September 30, 2019

Chapter 14. The Amalgamation of Wrath

105 It is highly unlikely to occurred that unforgettable moments. Three souls are in different places, very far from each other. The orb send a memory to his ever beloved wisp but 'twas intercepted by someone from the other side. 

106. Due to tiredness and pressures the orb opted to take a rest somewhere with the Divine. However, a very loud noise from afar awaken him. The voice is full of anger and hatred, the voice was questioning the wisp of flying around and exchanging wonderful thoughts to the orb. The orb gave his reason, but 'twas used for whatever intention by ……...


Not just a creek,

Not just stones,

Not just embedded boulders,

Not just rocks,

Not just mountains,

But symbols leading to...…...






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Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Sa hamon ng maling panahon

Ngayong hapon habang matamang tinitingnan ang mga ulap sa hipapawirin ay naulinigan ang isang panaghoy. Ang panaghoy ay nagmula sa malayong lugar na naging bahagi ng buhay sa loob ng limang taon.

Ang mga mata dagling napapikit at nasabit ng mga labi ang katagang "Miserere Nobis Domine". Sana ay matagpuan ang sakdal na kagalingan ng angking buhay. Batid na ang katatagan ng kalooban at lakas ng kamalayan. Nawa sa pagkakataon na muling marating ang katuparan ng mithiin ay manatili at hindi magpalit ng kulay.

May kagyat na dahilan ang mga bagay nagdaan. Huwag sana itong magsilbing kargamentong magpapahina sa pagal na katawan. Ang mga bagay na nagdaan ay magmamarka bilang aral ng hilahil na higit pang nagpapalawak sa kamulatan. May mga bagay nasusukat maging sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo at may mga bagay naman na nasa harap mo na ay hindi pa mabatid. Matalinhaga man ang bawat saglit, ito ay umuukilkil sa bawat himaymay ng isip.

Nasumpungan man ay dapat lisanin. Limiin o dili sa isang butaka makita kaya ang tunay na halaga?
Maging sa maling panahon nga ay mayroon ding hamon abay bakit nga ba tayo ay pumaroon? Sakbibi ng hapis dagling inintindi, liwanag ay bumukal sa lupa ay dumampi. Sa paglaya ng kaisipan kasama ang dakilang katwiran. Maging ang Atlantis na namamahinga'y magagawang palutangin sa karagatan.

Kung ilang beses man na katawang lupa ay nahimlay. Muling magbabalik upang lubos na matupad.
Sa tipanang magkaugnay lang ang nakakaalam. Sana ay huwag limutin ang palatandaan.

(itutuloy)

Si bona existimatio divitiis praestat, Concunque jeceris estabit.

Monday, November 20, 2017

The Chosen Travelers by Kalabit Penge






"Believe in the light while you have the light, 
so that you may become children of light."

Job 9:9 He is the Maker of the Bear and Orion, the Pleiades and the constellations of the south.

Amos 5:8 He who made the Pleiades and Orion and changes deep darkness into morning, Who also darkens day into night, Who calls for the waters of the sea And pours them out on the surface of the earth, The LORD is His name.

Job 38:31 "Can you bind the chains of the Pleiades, Or loose the cords of Orion?





Monday, October 23, 2017

The Historical Minalungao National Park: Home of Great Katipuneros






The Minalungao National Park is now known to be one of the best summer getaway in Central Luzon, Philippines. Minalungao was the LEAL (Natural Defense/Barrier) used by the members of La Solidaridad y Katipuneros de Central Luzon (KKK) during the wars between Filipino-Hispano, Filipino-Americano, Filipino-Briton and also during World War II or the Filipino-Japon war.




Noble Filipinos and revolutionary combatants stayed in Minalungao were the First President of Haring Lupaing Katagalugan, the Great and Noble Andres Bonifacio (from Tondo, Maynila),  General Emilio Jacinto (from Sta. Cruz, Laguna), Brigadier General Urbano Lacuna (from Penaranda, Nueva Ecija), Comandant Mamerto Padolina (from Papaya, Nueva Ecija), General Antonio Luna (from Maynila) along with other unsung heroes like La Solidaridad and KKK member Mamay Francisco "Kiko" Dalangin (from Bauan, Batangas).



Monday, March 26, 2007

Pagtitimpi

Sabi ng AMA mas mapalad ang mga nilikha na nagkamali, nagbago at natutuong magtimpi. Ano pa man ang dahilan ay hindi dapat saktang pisikal ang isang tao.

Gayon pa man ay may mga tao na hindi kayang hawakan ang sariling pingkok. Makuyain mo, heto ang isang halimbawa sabihin nang makulit, maingay at nakakadistorbo ang iyong kasama habang nag-iinom pero hawak pa rin kanyang kaisipan. Ikaw naman ay nasa ibang grupo at nag-iinom din. Umaalingawngaw ang ingay ng buong grupo sa hindi kawasa'y bigla mo na lang sinuntok sa pisngi ang iyong kasama, na nakaupo habang nakikipaghuntahan, nang walang sabi-sabi. Ang iyong kasamang sinaktan ay nag-isip ng kung ano ang tamang gawin. Maraming maaaring gawin ng pagkakataong iyon; pwede niyang damputin ang itak sa kanyang tabi at halihawin ka; maaari din siyang makipagpangat sa iyo; at marami pang iba subalit ang pagtitimpi lang ang tama.

Tama lang upang maisabuhay ang sinabi ng ama na nakaratay. Isang katanungan sino pa sa atin ang kayang magtimpi at ganapin ang habilin? Isa pa, kung kaya sa iyo ito nangyari, magagawa mo kaya ang magtimpi?

Ang magtimpi ay hindi karuwagan bagkus ito ay mas mataas na antas ng katapangan.

Isipin ang maaaring maging bunga.

"Lingunin lang ang masamang pinanggalingan at huwag babalikan, anumang sigwa at balakid ang humarang sa iyong daraanan ay gamitin lamang ang pagtitimpi para sa kaganapan".

Ang lahat ng ito ay para sa iyo Tatang.